I think too much about inconsequential things.
HORMONES.
I keep everyone at a distance. Because I expect too much from the people around me. They tend to disappoint.
I tend to disappoint.
I can see things from your perspective, but mine’s still more compelling. Too bad.
Sadly to me, it’s always tit for tat.
I can’t understand my own thoughts.
HORMONES
Other sources of information are always more reliable than my own opinion.
I am not as unique as I wish I was.
NO EFFICACY.COWARD.CONFORMIST.
I will never stop being bothered if I hurt you. Sometimes all I want to do is yell SORRY to everyone. SORRY. I AM REALLY SO SORRY.
Can’t go back, can’t move forward. Feel like I’ve been running on a treadmill for the longest time.
Some days I have the amazing ability to forget I have all these problems. Most days I can. Others not so much. Today it’s blindingly apparent.
Tell me, how long before?